See You : CHAPTER 2

CHAPTER 2

I have put on my favourite peach cotton top, brown denims, my brown ankle high heels, and tied up my hair into a pony tail, with a touch of lip gloss and kajal and am ready for my first day of college. I took my notebook, ear phones, umbrella and smart phone inside my sling bag and left after locking the room with Amisa. I have to make new friends now and that included Avi also, as three years I can’t live without opening my window, so I have to deal with it.

Wow…the campus is awesome and beautiful surrounded with greenery everywhere. It’s not so sunny today and gentle wind is blowing with a slight smell of petrichor mixed with it which means somewhere it has been raining I thought absentmindedly. Suddenly a bike zoomed infront of me I lost my balance and the ground was slimy so I fell down flat on my bum.”OUCHHH…can’t you see or what mr.” I looked up the  person is in a suit…do people ride bikes in suits? he halted his black Kawasaki Ninja…came down from his bike and opened his helmet…Wait! Wait! why is all this happening in slow motion? He walked towards me I can’t see his face properly because of the angle of the sun, he stopped in front of me and then blocked the sun with his head… woah…is that a human for real he looks like a Greek god radiating his aura everywhere…”Are you okay miss? I am very sorry!’ he said offering his hand towards me…say something dumbo! He is asking you something…after a long awkward pause I took his hand and got up. “umm…yeah it’s okay am fine” I am not okay at all my heart is beating so fast that I can’t even hear my own voice over it…my bum is hurting and I feel like my left leg is broken…I limped on my leg. “You are hurt!” he said with a face full of shame. “ Don’t be so upset! I think it’s just a mere sprain only” actually I don’t think so it hurts like hell…but look at him he is already so much nervous, so I took pity on him. “ No, we should not take it so lightly, let’s go to the nursing room immediately!” he said with so much concern. “It’s okay! I can manage it by myself…” I tried to smile through the pain. “No it’s my fault and responsibility also…Let’s go!” I realized now I am still holding his hand…I quickly released it… why is every passer by laughing? What is so funny? He also noticed it by now. Then I looked at my back my bum is covered in slime it looks like I have pooped in my pants! GOD!!! I covered my butt with both my hands, can it be any more embarrassing? On addition to it he also saw it and is now giving his full effort to keep a straight face. He opened his coat came close and tied it on my waist…I think I have stopped breathing. OMG he is so hot! And it’s the first time I have used this word to describe a real man other than celebrities ofcourse. “Can you walk on your own?” he said making direct eye contact and mesmerizing me into another world with only us being present in there, as if looking deep inside my soul…say something you stupid! stop gawking…” Yeah…I think so….” But alas when I tried to I couldn’t and I tripped once again to my utter embarrassment. He knelt down in front of me, I was shocked. “Get up I will give you a piggy back ride to there” am I the luckiest girl in the weirdest situation now in the world? I think so…for formality I gave some vague refusal to the idea but he persistently said so at last I like a most obedient girl complied to his command. Wow…his cologne smells wonderful. After about five minutes and facing hundreds of jealous unknown campus girls eyes my princess ride was over. An old nurse came in “What is it Ishaan Sir are you hurt anywhere?” what!! He is a professor? But he is merely in his early twenties I think! “ No, I’m fine this student is hurt can you please take a look…” “ofcourse… your Dad is paying me for that only!” she said laughingly. He rubbed the back of his head shyly, “ see just after joining I have already created a blunder!” he cut his tongue in a cute way, “by the way miss what’s your name and where do you stay? I think you should call someone to come and bring some spare clothes and slippers for you, I don’t think you can stay in these clothes and heels all day, it will be uncomfortable for you.” “I am Raina Ganguly…1st year B.A. music honours department…I stay in the hostel, today is my first day so I don’t know many people here now… but I can call my room mate I guess” “ Yeah…yeah call her!” I called Amisa and told her about my situation after about twenty minutes she arrived, by then it has been figured out that I have sprained my left ankle and aid and medication had been provided to me, I came to know that Ishaan sir is the son of our principal and resently joined our college after completing his degree from abroad and will be teaching me as he is also of my field. I went to the dressing room to change, Amisa had brought my sky summer dress and my BUNNY slippers…was she out of her mind? how will I rome around in this in college wearing that! I called in Amisa and whisper yelled at her “hey how will I wear this to college don’t you have any common sense?” Amisa made a sad face and said “But I thought that these slippers were the softest so you will feel comfortable walking in it…sorry….” I can see her genuine concern in her eyes so I sighed and said “it’s okay…am sorry I yelled at you, I didn’t meant to…thanks for helping me out…by the way you choose the perfect dress! And who is going to focus on my shoes so it’s just fine sweetie” I winked at her and hugged her. She smiled and happiness began to radiate through her…she is very easy to read I have to say and thats adourable. I came out of the dressing room and I was wrong the first thing that Sir saw was my slippers and he hid his smile behind his index finger….” I will request you Amisa to drop your friend to her class room please…as I have to go now, I have a class to conduct….It will be a great favour” “Yeah sir no problem at all” “So then, I will be going now…and take care of your foot miss Rabbit” he said with a smirk and one raised eyebrow and went off. Please someone give me a bucket full of water, I want to jump in it and strangle myself till death welcomes me with open arms. In my way to the class room Amisa talked only about how hot she thinks Ishaan Sir is…and how lucky I am to have such a sir in my department cause all the Sir’s in her department are either old or middle aged.

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Why is she taking so long? And who was that guy giving her a piggy back ride? Does she have a boyfriend? Uggh so many questions! Why isn’t she coming? Wait why do I care? If she has a boyfriend then she has, it’s her life I have to do nothing with it! in fact I least care about it! OHH madam had arrived why is she limping…oh she had injured her foot….did that idiot hurt her? And what’s with that slippers it’s weird, but cute too…she is cute! Eww… have you gone nuts Avi…what the hell are you thinking! But it’s so funny she looks like Bugs Bunny. She is searching for a seat I think, my front desk is empty and I have to cut off this awkwardness between us okay then decision is made…”Hey! Bugs Bunny came here! this seat it’s empty.” Opps!! Shouldn’t have said that name loudly now everyone is looking at her and smiling, and she is super embarrassed her face has become like a ripe red tomato, it happened every time she is embarrasses or angry her whole face becomes like that I find it so sooo…NOTHING! NOTHING! I used to tease her more in school to just see that expression on her face. She rushed to her seat in front of me, wow she smells great not like ordinary perfume it’s something unique I can’t figure out but it’s intimidating me very much.

It’s for the fifth time I called her Bugs but she is not responding, it’s annoying. She is talking with Anurag my best friend from diaper age, we also went to the same school and now we are in the same college also, he is like my bro I can’t imagine my life without him. He is sitting beside me, yet she is behaving like I’m invisible…this sucks!

Oh! Our first professor came…Hmm he looks quite young for a professor…all the girls are swooning over him… Uggh whatever I’m more handsome than him! He introduced himself… and told us to call him Ishaan Sir, after that he began to give us a brief idea about what we are going to learn and what’s there in our syllabus. The class ended after 45minutes, we were all shuffling our things inside our bags to move to our next class, Ishaan Sir stopped in front of Rai, bent over her desk and asked her “are you okay Miss Rabbit? Is the pain a little less now?” Raina’s face is burning red…WHAT THE (*rest to your imagination*) why is she blushing? and what does this creep thinks of himself being so close and disturbing Rai personal space!

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#Preview of Chapter 3:

OMG…his face is too close! “Umm…Yeah it’s much less now the pain killers are working I guess!”. “That’s a relief! Okay then I will be going now I have another class to take…you take care of yourself okay little rabbit” smilingly Ishaan Sir ruffled my hair lightly and went off for his class. Woah! What is happening to me why is my heart beating so fast everytime he’s near me? No…no…it can’t be anything serious, I was just surprised and caught of guard as he was too close, YES that’s it! By the way why do I feel like I’m being watched? I stood up and turned back…YIKES!

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It’s Raining

The hourglass has already awaken the sun,

but the sky was still dark,

the clouds were hiding the ray from the scope of vision.

Soon it was raining,

though the soil absorbed as much as it can…

but still it became damp,

soft enough to penetrate one’s feet.

Puddles were formed,

some jumped in them…

splashing water everywhere;

some found it pure enough…

to quench their thirst.

Signal

The sky was in the colour of autumnal mapal🍁.

We were heading towards our individual homes🌆.

You said “wait a bit!”😅

I asked “why?”😮

You said “just because😅… please just 10 more minutes”

I smiled inwardly😳 and said “okay…but just 10minutes!”

“Deal!” Your face lit up with a huge smile.😊

The crossing light went green.

You hold my wrist and we ran…

I laughing😆 said “what just happened? Why did you made me run suddenly?”

You said “Just to see you laugh like this!”😊

I blushed😳 in embarrassment,

You were still holding my wrist…

I secretly glanced at it as quick as possible,

Still you caught me red handed!😨

Then you slipped your hand into my palm👫…

Came near my ear and softly whispered “My Miss Tomato.”🌹

Fear

I am afraid…

I am so afraid!

To love you,

To hurt you,

To give you expectations,

To go against my own made barriers,

To follow my heart,

To think irrationally,

To hope that I can overcome my fears.

Basically I am afraid…

From the whole existence of ‘you’!

That wants to bring out the real me inside this illusional being.

Can I?

I didn’t thought I could fall again,

Then, there you stood.

In front of a sweet shop,
Showing me your phone,

Blinking my name on it…
You were waiting for me.

Without any reason at all…
I laughed, I laughed heartily.

Remember that one time,
We were traveling in a bus,
It was so bright that day,
You sat beside me.

From the window the sun glazed on me,
I was so annoyed!

I kept my head down on the railing in front,

Suddenly a shade came over me…
Like an embrace of your warm winds….

I looked up at you,

Controlling my goofy smile with all effort!

You said, ” That’s my new handkerchief, I bought it with my own pocket money, don’t lose it!

Mom will scold me.”

That’s the time I felt like a deflowered rose

Wanting to fall…swim away and melt into your arms for the first time.

Falling

Baby I’m falling in your love,

Because I’m falling too hard,

Because I’m fooling my heart,

Because our souls were never apart.

Don’t ask me when or where!

Don’t ask me how or why!

May be I loved you from the first….

Baby I’ll love you till my last.

P.S.- This is my short 4th song :D.

Loving your memories

Here I am, standing in the middle of the road….

Don’t know which way to go,

Does any… of those leads to you?

I don’t want to choose!

Though I want to forget,

I can’t forget your face.

Loving your memories….

That’s the only thing, I can do.

I remember, all those sweet times….

Our eyes met and we smiled.

I was drunk in your love,

But now I want to cease this pain!

Can I please?

Sometimes I want to hear your voice,

Run back to you,

Still I won’t,

Cause now, my love for you have turned into memories.

That is why, I won’t back down.

Like bubbles in the sky,

Our love will fade….

Cause, loving your memories….

That’s the only thing I can do

Though it seems hard, 

Time will overcome,

Though not in heart but you are there… in my memories.

 

P.S.-This is my third song 🙂 . Hope you guys like it! ❤ 

I’m Gonna be fine

Somewhere in between… life’s crossroads,

Will you look back?

With that smile of yours….

Oh baby… I still can’t forget,

Our hands mingled.

Do you also feel the same?

Now that we have been separate.

I know that you’ve moved on,

And it’s been like ages,

But I still cherish those little incidents,

In my mind they are haze yet fresh.

Don’t you worry,

I can handle!

Though I admit,

I’m gonna miss you like hell,

And I’m still gonna cry,

But that doesn’t mean that

I’ll not be alive…

Yeah…I’m gonna be fine…

hmm…gonna be fine…one day!

P.S.- This is my second song. 😀

Result of Over Thinking

Sigh! long time no see huh guys…what to do I was some what afraid to post…this is a place where people see and some how judge your creativity and things like that…they don’t know you personally so they just analyse your work and give their feedback…though in my previous posts I have only got positive views on my writing but still somewhere within my heart I was afraid if my next post will not be able to come up to the mark and fulfill your expectations on me, and you find it boring? you guys have confidence but I am a bit lacking in that field…when I read some of posts of other bloggers I see how much good they are in expressing themselves through their writing, their grip of this English language is also very much superior than mine…so I felt like I still have to learn then only I can come back here and do a post, so that I have enough faith in what I am writing and nobody will be able to find faults in it! that’s why I stopped posting…but in actual learning is such a thing no matter how much you learn you will always be like a small drop of the huge ocean of knowledge. Then I figured out the main intention behind why I started to write in the first only…it was nothing very high or mighty type of thought it was just like writing a diary to me…I wanted to write down those things that comes to my mind now and then and pen down it so that all that time that I gave to my these silly imagination does not goes in vain…when we write a diary do we think about what people will think after reading it…I don’t think so, it is just for our own pleasure! and that’s what I am going to once again start doing.It’s not that I have a huge number of followers…nor do I expect that even the finger countable number of followers that I have will read all my posts, so I will not hold back myself now from telling all these silly thoughts of my mind just because you may judge me because in actual world neither you nor I know each other so its totally your own perception what you think of my writing, I will just write for myself! for my love for writing…though still I want to know about what you think about it be it negative or positive. It may have many mistakes and errors…but in this world there are always people who are better than me…but first I will have to stop thinking myself as the least, for which I can’t even present myself in front of them and gain my courage and self confidence…they are good I admit but I am also not too bad right…I will have to first accept myself with all my faults then only people will also be able to accept me just the way I am. Thus, now instead of running away from it I will face my fear head on, and deal with it, so that I can feel good from within, and that excitement of what you may think about my writing “my complete Stranger” thrills me, therefore I want to feel it again. Some times with expectations comes doubts on yourself in that situation instead of backing off, you should at least give it a try…who can say all your self doubting might be absolutely meaningless? and is just a result of useless over thinking!

Liebster Award

Yippee! I just got nominated for the LIEBSTER AWARD by https://shubham14blog.wordpress.com , so I am very thankful to him. It’s my first time being nominated for an award as a blogger so I am very excited. His posts are really very good so I would insist everyone to check it out.

The rules of this award:

1. Acknowledge the blog who nominated you and display the award.
2. Answer the 11 questions the blogger gives you.
3. Give 11 random facts about yourself.
4. Nominate 11 blogs.
5. Notify those blogs of the nomination.
6. Give them 11 questions to answer.

11 Questions posed upon me by Shubham.

  1. Your source of inspiration?                                                                                                   My big brother is my idol, though he teases me very much but still he is like an umbrella over my head. He is like the older and male version of mine sometimes I think.                                                                                                                                                
  2. Which is the place that you desparately want to visit?                                                  Korea. I am a great lover of korean dramas and their music especially the K-Pop groups 😉 . On the other hand I am a foodie, so I want to try out their food as well.                                                                                                                                                
  3. What is your first wish that you will fulfill upon becoming a millionaire?             Buy a house with a swimming pool and a huge garden.                                                       
  4. Your most memorable birthday?                                                                                         My 16th birthday. Some of my friends gathered that year in my house party and we had a blast. I can still remember they smeared cream all over my face, to escape their attack I even tried to get up on the poster of the bed but alas all my efforts were in vain! 😀      
  5. Which is the first name that comes to your mind when i say ‘Music’?                      For now it’s Ed Sheeran.                                                                                                                 
  6. What would you prefer? A trip abroad all alone or a weekend at home with friends?                                                                                                                                          A weekend at home with friends because I just love people, if  I stay a long time alone that also in an unknown place with only unknown people around me and nobody to have a proper conversation with, I would definately get very much bored.                         
  7. Any collection that you are proud of possessing or the one you would like to possess?                                                                                                                                         My music playlists I guess. I have many playlists that describes and goes with the different moods of mine .                                                                                                                              
  8. What are your plans of a perfect weekend?                                                                     Getting up late in the morning followed by a yummy breakfast…then in the the lunch having my Mom’s special chicken curry…in the evening I would like to go on an outing with my family or friends and do some shopping or watch a movie…at last dine in a restaurant and return back to home sweet home. :p                                                                  
  9. According to you, which is the most irritating task of your daily routine?             Waking up early in the morning.                                                                                                  
  10. As a kid, which was your favourite TV show?                                                                    Shinchan. I and my brother used to watch this show together so it bring backs sweet memories, he was like the Shinchan to my Himawari though we were not as strange as them 😀 . I also liked watching Doraemon.                                                             
  11. What can make your anger rise instantly? Can you keep a check on your anger?                                                                                                                                         My Mom trying to force feed me, when the menu is yucky.                                             Yeah I think so, if you know me personally you will tend to find out that me being angry is not a common phenomenon, when it happens also it’s like camphor doesn’t lasts very long and I prefer to keep quiet when I am angry, because if it isn’t my fault I let the others admit their own mistake by their own realization, and if it’s my fault then I rather prefer to keep quiet because it’s better to admit your mistake, than screaming and talking crap and making the situation worse….                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          

11 random facts about me are:

  1. I am a dancer.
  2. I am a singer.
  3. I can play synthesizer.
  4. I like cooking.
  5. I love eating chicken but can’t stand mutton. Yeah… I know most of you will think am crazy.
  6. I love watching korean dramas.
  7. I am a music addict you can say.
  8. My favourite colours are dark blue and red for now cause it just keeps changing with time don’t ask me why! afterall I am a teenage girl only….
  9. My birthday is on the 1st of July.
  10. My mother tongue is Bengali.   
  11. I love the scent of petrichor.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            

I would like to nominate the following people:

  1. Farwa Khan
  2. besondersite
  3. Mark Jacobs
  4. Pippa Peters
  5. madona2017
  6. Bhavana Jha
  7. accidental_writer
  8. Saurabh
  9. #innerspirits
  10. adorn
  11. Umesh Dhakal

    Questions for the nominees:

    1.What is your hobby?

    2.If you were given a time machine in which you can go back to past just once what would you do?

    3.Your favourite movie or book?

    4. One thing that you can’t do properly?

    5.Your interests?

    6.Your favourite food?

    7.Your dream vacation?

    8. Most memorable incident of your life?

    9.If you were given 3 wishes by a genie what would you want?

    10. Any nice suggestions regarding my blog?

    11. Why did you became a blogger?

    P.S.- Thank you once again Shubham for nominating me. I hope my nominations will also have fun while doing this.